I’ve known you all of my life, when I was young you did whatever I wanted whenever I wanted to do it, you never said no. I wasn’t always kind to you, in truth I was often abusive, not caring that my actions and choices could hurt you. But you never let me down so I pushed on. The years went by and I added more work and stress for you to deal with, taking on more than you should have but you never said no, so I pushed on. Then I started to see little signs that you were losing interest in doing by bidding, you reacted slower and I had to work a little harder to get what I wanted from you.
As I grew older I began to take better care of you, not giving in to my selfish destructive desires, I wanted things to be better, for you to know that you mattered. But it was too late.
Something had attached itself to you and I couldn’t shake it loose, I have an intruder that you allowed in and now it is just a matter of time. You had led me to believe that we were o.k, that the changes I had made came in time but you deceived me and I didn’t have a clue until it was too late. But you are a fool because what evil you have done to me God will use for his glory but this same evil will destroy you one cell at a time and the pain you feel will be the punishment for your betrayal but my soul will feel only peace.
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