Trusting God is a heart thing not a head thing!

I just had my second new chemo treatment this past Friday and on the 16th I found myself bedridden and actually lost Sunday through Tuesday, no recall of the past 3 days.  Prescription antibiotics had no effect on migraines or nausea.  We saw the doctor on the 22nd and had chemo and an MRI which showed the source of the problem,  tumors around the outer layer of the brain!  Well it had to happen eventually, a brain this special had to start a new game to get excited about.  Anyway, meds to help shrink the swelling and reduce the pain and now we need to be aware of possible seizures in the future but more on that as time progresses.  I’m feeling better and looking forward to getting back to church and work.  I m thankful for all the prayers, food and visits.  There are times when it feels like the battle is overwhelming but I will never give up because this will always be about GOD.   There will always be things that I can’t do but God will always be able to do, even when I feel the light may be dimming HE is always there to guide me through the darkness.   This past few weeks have been scary and at times dark for me but never have I forgotten who guides my steps, holds my hand and leads me through my darkest hour.

I don’t know what is next but I do know I won’t travel this road alone.  No matter how dark a day may be my God shines the way for me to go…….ALWAYS.

Without God and my parents I could not to this it would just be too much.

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